StriveToSpin

What I'm ' bout to add is a conversation with a gent I'd like to meet some day. https://www.strivetospin.ceom/2019/07/the-genesis-of-mspart-1.html?m=1 1for you to research I wrote on your blog, I actually thought you were either a genius or like me, slightly screwy, i read and wrote straight after Paper/buttons/drag/Gate stand/ 2 squirts/ bucket. That's wot I repeated me for ages (?) Injecting mtx  has allowed the remembering. From they noises thesis 1 n 2  transpired..   The repair is truly a pish easy principle. End this I shall . I've lit the rocket, our times will change . Back of the net x 2M dude. @KeithCa41469726

I'm badgering about. Jùst came across a user who is n the place most wont want  to go back to. We've all been there.😯 Hating MS, stuck on the same track, uses energy.  It also causes internal heat, which makes you worse. Repeat,rave,repeat is about time. I feel for you, hence this. My way out of the cloud, was laughing at my situation. I voiced my angst, with a counsellor too. The gent said to me at one of the very last of our meetings. " You've told me what you have been through" I now spill my lonely wee heart to the mirror. I don't want to upset my family, yae see. Please try this., unnamed user. I invite you to treat it as s wee brother, you love, but don't like. @KeithCa41469726

Your blooď can only ingress water/caffeine/ESPRESSO an undetermined amount. (It's actually about half lives fyi) Now, and I've been here lots, hence I know wit to do about it . Drink loads water. Each wiz(pee) you'll be dumping caffeine. You'll notice that spasm number and intensity lessen each visit to the loo, too.  I have an espresso at 3am, due to pain killing effect, if need be. I passed this info onto a lady with RHEUM. ARTHRITIS, on a flight out. On flight back we met again. She is now in love wae espresso, too.😉 "I've not taken much PK, this last week" I then suggested a Magnesium Complex, for her sore legs. Learn!! @KeithCa41469726

:: 12/11...im now having doubts about Spinal Chord.For all COBers at least. I  now think, FOR THE MOST, that the limp brain,is trapped at the forced step,between Occipital  Bone to Magnum, after a collapse opened the midseam . I then think this could be the reason between Primary or eventual Seconda ry . Ie.  How flush the once forced bone,is healed,then determines the brains ability to either sit atop of the healed seam, indefinitely , or totally make it all the way to SC.. Now, this says, that Secondary is further lessening of flow of thalamus! . That then says that PrimaryPatient , has a flush healed seam. With little blood in thalamus, the brain is limp, enabling BM to slide to SC, if applicable. It's determined by the MOI:METHOD OF INJURY, of course, but the common splitting of EOC; External Occipital Crest for all, imo, is the same. @KeithCa41469726

1. Normalish me can't draw. Now it is laughable, my control of  a pencil. So. I'll try maself n get Shorty in the mix. I'm determined  The drawing of what  I think is the parking of your brain. I am now doubting SC: Spinal Chord, involvement, for all COBers. Draw I  shall. FuckaDuck.  I see a thesis 3, For all to see, I will attempt this wish Even though my drawing is PISH. TBC and D, for Dolly Me. 🤔🤤😲 @KEITHCA41469726 

Hate the drug , not the mug. I'm, in my constant attempt at SELF COUNSELLING, meeting the same thoùģht. " I fucking hate Avonex. Taking that muck was trying to show you'll fight this new MS pìsh" From jag 1,Will be forever memorable. 😐😲 12yr later It ate me.  Itchangedme. The drugs now will be the same÷÷. Now, I know wtf happened in lots more detail, again, due to 17.5 MTX? I'm kinda raging, at me for that choice, regarding Avonex. Double therapy . Wit were yae thinking, Keith? Interactions were wow. Nae option Keef. . . I'm no longer, what I was. To place me on Truth Road,once more? I havè to make me proud, of me. I need to impress the impressive. . . Even if he's deid!!! I need to blow the MS  world oot the water by sorting this  life wrecker oot, using ma past. That woulđ impress "Hen", my dad . He'd bob his deid heid!😎🤣 @KeithCa41469726

"Yir self absorbed" I burst oot laughing when that one was thrown at me. "This is for your own Vanity " I'm trying to make this easier for many, which I have. This is a total must happen. It's for my deid dad,millions worldwide, and it's for better healthcare, for future COBers, too. What I have been through has to be used. If I didn't I'd never forgive myself. Ever. My heid is sore, mashed, crashed. AGAIN! @KeithCa41469726

Im noting this doon, so that I remember. My MoI:MethodofInjury was stupidest thing i ever eveŕ did. Thesis1 has the train analogy. The big LETTERS were what I repeated to me, for an unknown period. Months, but dont know. how many. "Yet" said a Yeti . IMPACT (body still moving) 1. PAPER(like sheets of it being crushed into a ball) 2 BUTTONS(5 of popping loose denim shirt style . I loosened/severed, one of the anchors of brain stem) 3. CHAIR(dragged brain/chair ) 4 GATE( this was Occipital seam splitting) STAND UP SQUÌRTS one lonģ, one short (thalamus and hypo squirting blood. This left me with a sodastream in my head. Bubbles were plentiful) Brain drops into BUCKET (back of head to cervical spine) It was bubble wrap,then popping. It was then down to learn learn learn ,as I don't have a biology qualification. The date is  defs. You can mind yir pals asking who got a Valentine card, yesterday. The shit happened that day!!  @KeithC...