StriveToSpin

I treated a fellow sufferer, disgustingly, and now I feel, dead bad about it. I helped the person out, then midway of helping them, another big stressor appeared, IRL. My sense of proportion, my people skills, my ME, went right oot the window. I had  a "boom" moment, and have taken my anghst out, on the person, i was helping! That person, likely , hates me now. Thing is, I have tried to do  good, but I'm a total arsehole, in this drama. My hope is they'd forgive me, but, its probably too late, for that.

 Ehaw I realised something then.  Telephone banking, is old hat perhaps, but I won't put financial stuff on tech.  Plus they keep jobs, economy and burger van out side their workplace, going.  Every body feels fluffy, inside... ☺️ *"Kumbaya"¿ say Yeti"* If I have to, I then delete, from phone, tablet,server, unless I fall out with me trying to remember how to do it.  .  .  OK so that's the baseline.  . I have gotten rid of my Discharge Book ( UK 49,570), seaman ID, innoculation stuff.).  I reread the old blogs, daily as it happens, not to edit myself alone  but keeping they  engrams fresh, or alive. I can only go with effects  to be working.  My healed wrist? (know how when you break your arm,, or wrist, yir not meant to put weight onto that, set in place, wrist joint? )  Well I did.  I relocated my set radius bone by forgetting, because  "I had a must resist sitting on my arse, att".  I now have tingly...