StriveToSpin

I'm trying to keep the momentum, my blog illustrates and exemplifies, and pleases me too, that I'm making a difference to some lives. My eventual realisations of TKMS, in action, will mean so fuckin' much to me. I , or try to in the main, keep my emotions in. Most would assume I'm a man. "They're awe the same", but you'd be wrong. It's all about internal heat, and trying to control it. I've been doing that so long I can no longer, turn it off! I may appear rude, even. My old man recently died. When I was initially told, I didn't react as most would. ^ The last time we actually met eyes I crumpled inside. My wife had to ask me questions, as I couldn't talk. "what does he mean to you", with dad listening. "Everything " I replied in tears. Cancer.~ I FUCKING HATE THE TWUNT. It robbed my weans of a granda. Its left my mum alone. It stole My Daddy, and for that I'll come back at you. My Way. Perhaps, once TKMS is worl...

90+ blogs. One of them has a "1" reading. The most is a "57" for wheels of Commerce thingy. I'm blown away. I thank each one of you. I'm thinking yies all believe me!! I don't lie. I learned I feel guilty years ago if I do, and this causes me "internal heat" . My honesty has caused me grief, over the years. I may tell white lies to save somebodies feelings. That doesn't affect me, in the same way. @KeithCa41469726

I'd already visited this topic in a previous blog. However, my shakes deleted it, as it was prior to supplements. Anyhoo, I read some. The gist is, and I didn't know this prior, female skulls are thicker than males, at adulthood. Is this there at childhood? Nogotascoob opinion says aye. I've telt(told) you all already, I know, nothing, of biology. Layman's at best.. I've had to learn awe this explanation of my MethodOfInjury(MOI), for my thesis. However, if you, were to tack weld 15mm plate to another 15mm along the edges, that weld is, easy to break. If you were to weld 12 mm plates together the same way, that weld would be stronger. The shear point is much easier to reach on the 15mm plate. Now if we were to call 15mm Deirdrie, and the  12mm plate, John?. Do yae see where I'm going wae this? A female Occipital collapse, a bursting point, is easier to reach, than males. The 2:1 ratio says that skull thickness plays, a part! At childhood, ...

im trying to word this in ma heid. The very second I enter a space, outwith my own house, I feel for heat, if its there. I adopted that one when I went to visit my parents. My old man liked heat. I'd call him a Polar Bear killer, on several  occasions. Heat effects every individuals order of symptoms, for sure. More on that later. First symptom for me is VISION.(same for all?) next is SWALLOWING dont CHOKE, SPEECH is now an issue VISION PART 2 is individual. "its now appearing in the other eye". then moves onto differences in SHADES of colours all in Fuzzy vision shapes of what yir loooking at!!! The reason, as Ive tried to voice, is heat affecting the Occipital bone and brain, equalling  expansion of them. Each incident results in different outcomes. Now you have more of the cerebellum, in contact with your skull, after Occipital damage. The whole point is to realise the implications of going into a warm room, or causing you INTERNAL HEAT, by exercis...

I've just been advised about ideas for blog. The first I've chosen for you to think on. MS HUG ======= I've not had this for an age, is the first point. From approximately 8yoa to 14y, this was a common. Daily occasion if not 4 times/week" "its like my lungs have went small" "its like wearing clothes that are way too wee" "Once you get used to your New Max breath you'll be OK" "it's like elastic bands x100 are there" My realising a wee boy can't go on like this, was gradual. In my head, I knew my lungs weren't  full, but it was going to be painful to go beyond that barrier. [omg] Bigboy pants enable!!![/omg] I FORCED ME! I BURST THE TINY WEE AIRBAGS IN MY CHEST! 😤😤🤯 "IT WORKED. IT WORKED" Edit:: knowing the know, I'd now espresso wae PK. I was 9 my head says now. Thereafter, I knew this was a tiny test, of what had to be done later, alone.. Bite the bullet. Take that...

I've just edited the blog about me widening the Occipital Bone leak x5, from the initial damage. Then it clicked! BeepBopBeep moment, indeed. If I hadn't done that, then I maybe would  not have intentionally memorised it.  I wouldn't have had a heads up that I had to move quick before I died.  I may not have been so bright knowing I had to learn learn learn to get me travelling either. I wouldnt have had the heads up to circumnavigate. You'd have hated you if the"rug removed from under yir feet" warning, hadn't been used properly! I didn't know. Everything, everything, has a reason!! MS has a calamitous engineering basis. I know I'm correct about this! I've lived the Bar Steward. @KeithCa41469726 

I was at, an MS coffee morning thang ages ago.. One guy, 50ish, was told to stay away from caffeine, he wanted a Cappuccino badly!! Poor soul. Wawa😱 Perhaps he was told, by an MS nurse, for fear of him dropping ballast(pissing himself) , or irritating his bladder, causing spasms. I don't know! What they were doing was worsening their patient. Unintentionally. Of course. Eternal cynic, I am, knows. They kept them on the Wheels  Of  Commerce. Unintentionally, of course. Triple Magnesium Complex, strips the need for Gabapentin. Big doses of B12 change this mucky mess into a hassle. Canah makes it a pain in the arse, you can deal with. The CONDITION is all setup to worsen when heat is involved by expansion of Occipital Bone burst, acting on Cerebellum (tail part of yir brain). Now, when Thalamus   and his wee brother Hypothalamus were impacted we have a woooo neenawneenaw, disease.  Pfft. I invite you all to suss out varying sections on cerr...

My thesis is all down to the 15/2/81. It is 8 days after and that is what I'm about to try and word. 😅 Anyhoo, For the remainder of the next 2 year I was mad  worried about it. All because of these 2 events. E1 and E2. The 15th and 23rd of February 1981. E1 mangled my heid innards. Caused me unknown drama, I didn't know how much. I'd have to find oot. Doh!! E2 is a C shape, backwards, with my body. One end is my heid and the other my feet. Now, knowing wit I know now, I basically knew  my brain was down the back of my neck. My forming the C shape. Was a stoopit(daft) thing to do. When basically touching my head with my back caused me to become stuck in that position. STATUE LIKE!(lasted probably less than 2 secs but felt 22s) "you were right" "that was your brain probably"(referring to Occipital Bone collapse being burst, and brain falling downwards. ) I also mind a pot pourri like squeeze.[this is condryls probably.] 38yrs la...

My heid is all over the place......  I'm going to try and collate everything.  I want many neurologist to see my thesis. MSers need them to read between the lines. The lie has been proven using medical literature. [search Thalamus functions] and a link saying, sitting compared to lying down gives different results. This is too important to leave, Keith. So far, Thesis(th.) 😉 is.. online and blogged. In minds of many using twitter. In a second neurogod hands, I know of. In an academics hands In 3 medical students hands, 2ndyear BTW. They also have link to STRIVETOSPIN.com and thats how they'll contact me again.. Imo, a big name is needed. In that regard I'll have to blink think. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1txY_vp0zVDYahRqZIzg_2yoDMbxXGASclOduZytPpnU/edit?usp=drivesdk https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/ pmc/articles/PMC2525914/ 636 views  @KeithCa41469726 

I was pissing myself for Scotland , when caffeined by drinking weaker coffee. I was dead annoyed this was causing me to have to change underwear, clothes, etc. 2or 3 times a day. This was at same time as b12 5k ripoff I mentioned in previous blog. My pain levels were incredible. My apportioning the blame was off. I want a coffee. 🤔 But yir on decaf tea. 💩 My take on that period... Caffeine, Magnesium, CBD, B complex, b12, + loads more. "surely the pain isn't down to no caffeine, Keith." From what I've sussed the B viamin gang enabled me to hold my bladder. Cue add caffeine at a higher dose. My ability to hold it in improved!! My pain levels plummeted. Now, I'm on high caffeine coffee. Less liquid=less wetting. I've no dropped ballast(nautical joke for pissing me) for a while. PK now do their job. I feel awake... Caffeine at a higher level is needed It's finding the dose, guided by your pain levels, that suits each and ever...

Any, and every, family member of an MSer, have been robbed, by the impact too them  as a wean. If you've never ever, had an  impact, then it's inertial force by you. Probably moving too fast, like me. I am the Best Battering Ram  after all. The damage as a kid, to your Occipital Bone, which is from back of the head to yir neck, is still damaged decades later(friction points of the calcification at least. This would be benign MS? ) . The only change from your day, is Thalamus furring up and some more friction on your Cerebellum. I INVITE you to print out my thesis and plank it down in front of  health care professionals. Thing is, my repair scenario is common sense.  Nobody can make big dough off of a physics principle. NOT BY ME!! !! It is/was my duty, my point in life, to make this better, for ALL of us. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1txY_vp0zVDYahRqZIzg_2yoDMbxXGASclOduZytPpnU/edit?usp=drivesdk I am not wasting people's time.  ...

I injected 20mg MTX yesterday. "I was expecting much worse" @0930 hrs, I went back to bed as I had 1 hour left before I end my modified chemo by takin 5mg folic x 2. I was rewoke at 1120, my two legs didn't take it well,  at being  asked to work. The pain was wowser, again. 🤔 I was going  to watch football, as I said I would, to fittie daft son. "you don't have to if you feel bad, Dad" "he'll be OK once supplements are done" says my wife. Took me hours to feel gid. Still feel off, tbh. I need hammered in, nice n flush. Massive improvements but by god stick to yir times like glue, Keith. @KeithCa41469726 

Someone brighter than me will compile  a similar list, once TKMS is old hat. The  blame game will start once its needing a new scheme. Noooo, not the colour the ride is, "why has it taken an Engineer to realise this?" "why isn't he looking to make cash off this pish?" "we should have discredited him before now." "ma shares just crashed as a result of that Adonic twunt Campbell " Over time the REDDD NECKK, for many, will subside. Then we can realise the cause of much. TKMS will save a crrazy amount of cash, to NHS, and MSers World Wide. I'm All About Eve.  I'm no sure what to do. This is too big to handle alone. I need a source for funding. I need to be gid pals wae a spinner, too. You won't need to kidon yir a welder!! YOU NEED A BIG NAME TO FURTHER THIS, KEEF! I'm fed up to fuck with being a snowball. @KeithCa41469726 (power thinkin' 4)🤨

I stabbed me at 10.30am. 4 hrs later, my legs are spasming like they were 7 /8 years ago. Namely, I can release the potential energy out of my leg muscles by kicking hard down ways, like they  just went  rigid, then equates to my stilt like tree legs spasming lots. This is the potential energy, I/you want rid of!! CBD, along with Magnesium, will give you bendy legs, to even make this possible. If yir right at the start at the start of yir journey, get access to a muscle relaxant!!!! Be ahead of the game., by learning off me!!! I know it's head birling to be landed on MS Island. That Island is false, manufactured, reclaimed, controlled land, to make you part of the Wheels Of Commerce. I'm your equivalent of a man wae a lighter to make fire,  and has a boat too! @KeithCa41469726

I've had mentions of non exuberance, different reasoning, as to the cause. Imco. You all have the same as I. Mines was in my face. Others didn't know about the brain leakage, as its been a series of smaller blows, equalling Occipital damage. Each time there is an impact to the OB, pressure is applied to the seams, of it. In tandem with this being really young, memory comes into play, and they forget!! My injecting MTX 17.5mg has lessened the swelling enough, of Thalamus, to enable me to recall my memorised incident. Im skilled to read the implications of the friction, but my living it has brought Occipital seams, of that bone, OUT OF NOWHERE!! This was down to internal noises. It scared the buckin duckin cluckin life out of me. When my striving changes this FABRICATED Pish, I'll cry with happiness  that it's all been worth while. The similarity is friction, regardless of the why. We, anatomically, are the same at childhood I'm told. The 2:1 ...