StriveToSpin

As you may know, or not give 2 ducks, I've been ill since the worked out date, of 15/2/81. This has given me a PIL:PointInLife, to prove, and to strive for, by repairing me, and millions of others, too. The knowledge I'm sharing is mad important. Why? I'm not about amassing a great big pile of dough, @real_Donald_Trump ,style. Obviously 'cause I'd have kept awe this to me, if this was the case.  Nor do I need praise, when TKMS:TheKineticMomentialSystem sorts us , using a common sense engineering principle. I want the millions of MSers  to have a real go at life, or a 2nd chance,  to enjoy being alive, perhaps. In addition it will stop future nutcase weans suffering, what we have!  MS, which should be COB:Collapsed Occipital Bone, has shaped me, it IS, friction caused by the healed Collapsed Occipital Bone, initially ,causing the squirting of Thalamus and Hypothalamus, which truly is MS. Its the magnitude of the EOC bursting force that then determines ...

..To see petrification, when it truly isn't needed. As you'll have gathered, I've been at this pish for a long time.Since 15/2/81 to be exact( the date was worked out) I was terrified, back then, to tell my mammy wth just happened too me, so I kept shtoom(quiet). To this very exact day. My deid dad never got to hear why his wee boy/big daft laddie/main man/Dad is the way he is., though. For decades I couldn't have come out with the details I can now,which is  due to 17.5 MTX injection. for me, to find, or get, closure, will 1. Mean better lives for millions. Present and future. 2 . Better healthcare enabling the reversal of omg bangs on the heid, using TKMS. 3. My knowledge will mean it was awe worthwhile. To me it is a silver lining of a gigantic storm cloud. 4. Truly wow big  repointing of capital too REAL , diseases. 5. My weans will open their mouth aghast, that "hes my dad and he wiz right" 6.KNOWLEDGE is POWER. Proven by users leaving a...

My FB son and I were gassing(talking)  about Global Warming. His "inducing a nuclear winter" to cool the earth, is a wee bit dodgy, but  he has the idea. We cant cool the earth that way. MY suggestion is for algae, that eat  CO2, in  vast quantities, to be farmed. Its getting a tad warm. @KeithCa41469726 :: https://phys.org/news/2018-11-algae-sustainably-carbon-dioxide-atmosphere.html  this truly pleases me. Im a decade off the pace.

Im trying to research my drawings shenanigan. I don't have  a biology qualification. I'd be kidding myself on if the drawings were to be accurate, given the aforementioned. In tandem with my issues, its no gonnae happen. I throw myself at a problem,  until its solved/done/progressed some. Im not afraid of fuck all, but this is making me feart[scared]😕 I've learned that admitting, that a problem is too complex, to even contemplate, isn't necessarily a fail. I've now met my match. I can't forever draw. Sooooo, I need help to progress my thoughts. I'd need a medical artist outlining, probably digitally, my thoughts on how the brain is parked, when a COBer is standing. @KeithCa41469726

I'm badgering about. Jùst came across a user who is n the place most wont want  to go back to. We've all been there.😯 Hating MS, stuck on the same track, uses energy.  It also causes internal heat, which makes you worse. Repeat,rave,repeat is about time. I feel for you, hence this. My way out of the cloud, was laughing at my situation. I voiced my angst, with a counsellor too. The gent said to me at one of the very last of our meetings. " You've told me what you have been through" I now spill my lonely wee heart to the mirror. I don't want to upset my family, yae see. Please try this., unnamed user. I invite you to treat it as s wee brother, you love, but don't like. @KeithCa41469726

Your blooď can only ingress water/caffeine/ESPRESSO an undetermined amount. (It's actually about half lives fyi) Now, and I've been here lots, hence I know wit to do about it . Drink loads water. Each wiz(pee) you'll be dumping caffeine. You'll notice that spasm number and intensity lessen each visit to the loo, too.  I have an espresso at 3am, due to pain killing effect, if need be. I passed this info onto a lady with RHEUM. ARTHRITIS, on a flight out. On flight back we met again. She is now in love wae espresso, too.😉 "I've not taken much PK, this last week" I then suggested a Magnesium Complex, for her sore legs. Learn!! @KeithCa41469726

:: 12/11...im now having doubts about Spinal Chord.For all COBers at least. I  now think, FOR THE MOST, that the limp brain,is trapped at the forced step,between Occipital  Bone to Magnum, after a collapse opened the midseam . I then think this could be the reason between Primary or eventual Seconda ry . Ie.  How flush the once forced bone,is healed,then determines the brains ability to either sit atop of the healed seam, indefinitely , or totally make it all the way to SC.. Now, this says, that Secondary is further lessening of flow of thalamus! . That then says that PrimaryPatient , has a flush healed seam. With little blood in thalamus, the brain is limp, enabling BM to slide to SC, if applicable. It's determined by the MOI:METHOD OF INJURY, of course, but the common splitting of EOC; External Occipital Crest for all, imo, is the same. @KeithCa41469726

1. Normalish me can't draw. Now it is laughable, my control of  a pencil. So. I'll try maself n get Shorty in the mix. I'm determined  The drawing of what  I think is the parking of your brain. I am now doubting SC: Spinal Chord, involvement, for all COBers. Draw I  shall. FuckaDuck.  I see a thesis 3, For all to see, I will attempt this wish Even though my drawing is PISH. TBC and D, for Dolly Me. 🤔🤤😲 @KEITHCA41469726 

Hate the drug , not the mug. I'm, in my constant attempt at SELF COUNSELLING, meeting the same thoùģht. " I fucking hate Avonex. Taking that muck was trying to show you'll fight this new MS pìsh" From jag 1,Will be forever memorable. 😐😲 12yr later It ate me.  Itchangedme. The drugs now will be the same÷÷. Now, I know wtf happened in lots more detail, again, due to 17.5 MTX? I'm kinda raging, at me for that choice, regarding Avonex. Double therapy . Wit were yae thinking, Keith? Interactions were wow. Nae option Keef. . . I'm no longer, what I was. To place me on Truth Road,once more? I havè to make me proud, of me. I need to impress the impressive. . . Even if he's deid!!! I need to blow the MS  world oot the water by sorting this  life wrecker oot, using ma past. That woulđ impress "Hen", my dad . He'd bob his deid heid!😎🤣 @KeithCa41469726

"Yir self absorbed" I burst oot laughing when that one was thrown at me. "This is for your own Vanity " I'm trying to make this easier for many, which I have. This is a total must happen. It's for my deid dad,millions worldwide, and it's for better healthcare, for future COBers, too. What I have been through has to be used. If I didn't I'd never forgive myself. Ever. My heid is sore, mashed, crashed. AGAIN! @KeithCa41469726

weight control I used to be 15st 4lb ish. I am now 11st 6lbs. When first dx being a teletubby wasn't a big hassle, for me. Now, my falling about if I did  drink. I don't drink, per se, but momentum  would be a problem if I was big.  I don't miss it, Booze that is, So much so, It can kiss it. I may have fell in love wae espresso, though. My love is pain killing effect. My wife said last night "it's in your heid" "Naw it isnae" The effect is immediate. The drug, Gabapentin, is dished out to MSers. It turns you into a Zombie. Eventually.  My knowledge is from observations of users. Combined wae magnesium 450mg, espresso is the future you!! @KeithCa41469726

Ma days are REPEAT/RAVE/SLEEP similar, test, learn,  from the change. The point I'm entrusting, are tried and tested. 1.If you drink espresso, with pk, yir pain levels will drop , more than th pk alone. 2. if you then take Magnesium Complex leg pain will then die. 3. If you do B12 6k lozenges then fatigue will be pretty much gone. 4.If you bought  hemp oil rather than CBD off Amazon, you'd save a forťune.  5. If you took a B complex bits, numb areas would recover. 5. if you stay away fae white sugar(mainly)spasms, are no more. Less violent at least. The expense is perhaps an issue, but I can't do anything about that bit. @KeithCa41469726

False Confessions.  sometimes using a false wrong, will equal a true right. It is evident that this COB/MS reaky pish, has had millions of 22episode, series.  it wld take ages to do dl them all!!😆 It had the same plòt but a wee bit different each episode. it quickly became boring. Bit like Corrie. Being able to say , for bloody sure, while using the medical books, what happened to me, which will be used for other crazy kids ,reversing their impact. using TKMS. That gives me a pleasing fluffy feeling inside. I've got goosebumps, at the thought. WOC:: WheelslofCommerce 2M/ Us 0 Hoist flag saying CONTROLLED, pleb. "NAW" we'll come back at you! WAE BIG LETTERS AND HEARTS. I'LL STICK WAE THE "TRUTH" 17 .5FT FLAG, TWEED BOY. @KEITHCA41469726 

Wit does he mean? Mans an arsewipe. Let me suffer in peace. Bet he knows nowt. Mans fookin finesse is impressive though. I invite the post mortem people to remove all BM, from a cadaver, whom had MS, to then feel inside the cadavers skull for the several friction points, at Occipital Bone|Magnum. I then ask same people's to go through that BM , to find flattened Thalamus and Hypothalamus. I then need yies to reread thesis 2 and help me repair many. Salt and vinegar, oan yir chips, Sir? @KeithCa41469726

I haven't a Scooby  how to start. I have so much to say. So much to remember. So small aa brain cache. I'm separating my brain cycles. I've joost whacked up my techno. See if that worsens or improves it. If worse,or pisher, then alter the style to your tastes.Note and learn that sound can be a tool for you. Be it Perry Como or classical. Techno wld win hands btw. You, after a time of different styles, tou will learn "that gobshite wiz right" COBers , simply have yo learn like their days depend on it. "Ohhh" German hardtechno truly is brilliant... I love it. Like one of my kids. (This is that sensory confusion thing.(thalamus blog),or related to it at least. Ie flood the auditory senses,enables me to gain some kinda brain fog clearer!!!) …..A big bass speaker moving that fog. Ah dunno. I dont even care the why  but it works for me. I reckon volume increases the speed of the fan effect,too. Gie it a go. ...