StriveToSpin

I'm badgering about. Jùst came across a user who is n the place most wont want  to go back to. We've all been there.😯 Hating MS, stuck on the same track, uses energy.  It also causes internal heat, which makes you worse. Repeat,rave,repeat is about time. I feel for you, hence this. My way out of the cloud, was laughing at my situation. I voiced my angst, with a counsellor too. The gent said to me at one of the very last of our meetings. " You've told me what you have been through" I now spill my lonely wee heart to the mirror. I don't want to upset my family, yae see. Please try this., unnamed user. I invite you to treat it as s wee brother, you love, but don't like. @KeithCa41469726

Your blooď can only ingress water/caffeine/ESPRESSO an undetermined amount. (It's actually about half lives fyi) Now, and I've been here lots, hence I know wit to do about it . Drink loads water. Each wiz(pee) you'll be dumping caffeine. You'll notice that spasm number and intensity lessen each visit to the loo, too.  I have an espresso at 3am, due to pain killing effect, if need be. I passed this info onto a lady with RHEUM. ARTHRITIS, on a flight out. On flight back we met again. She is now in love wae espresso, too.😉 "I've not taken much PK, this last week" I then suggested a Magnesium Complex, for her sore legs. Learn!! @KeithCa41469726

:: 12/11...im now having doubts about Spinal Chord.For all COBers at least. I  now think, FOR THE MOST, that the limp brain,is trapped at the forced step,between Occipital  Bone to Magnum, after a collapse opened the midseam . I then think this could be the reason between Primary or eventual Seconda ry . Ie.  How flush the once forced bone,is healed,then determines the brains ability to either sit atop of the healed seam, indefinitely , or totally make it all the way to SC.. Now, this says, that Secondary is further lessening of flow of thalamus! . That then says that PrimaryPatient , has a flush healed seam. With little blood in thalamus, the brain is limp, enabling BM to slide to SC, if applicable. It's determined by the MOI:METHOD OF INJURY, of course, but the common splitting of EOC; External Occipital Crest for all, imo, is the same. @KeithCa41469726

1. Normalish me can't draw. Now it is laughable, my control of  a pencil. So. I'll try maself n get Shorty in the mix. I'm determined  The drawing of what  I think is the parking of your brain. I am now doubting SC: Spinal Chord, involvement, for all COBers. Draw I  shall. FuckaDuck.  I see a thesis 3, For all to see, I will attempt this wish Even though my drawing is PISH. TBC and D, for Dolly Me. 🤔🤤😲 @KEITHCA41469726 

Hate the drug , not the mug. I'm, in my constant attempt at SELF COUNSELLING, meeting the same thoùģht. " I fucking hate Avonex. Taking that muck was trying to show you'll fight this new MS pìsh" From jag 1,Will be forever memorable. 😐😲 12yr later It ate me.  Itchangedme. The drugs now will be the same÷÷. Now, I know wtf happened in lots more detail, again, due to 17.5 MTX? I'm kinda raging, at me for that choice, regarding Avonex. Double therapy . Wit were yae thinking, Keith? Interactions were wow. Nae option Keef. . . I'm no longer, what I was. To place me on Truth Road,once more? I havè to make me proud, of me. I need to impress the impressive. . . Even if he's deid!!! I need to blow the MS  world oot the water by sorting this  life wrecker oot, using ma past. That woulđ impress "Hen", my dad . He'd bob his deid heid!😎🤣 @KeithCa41469726

"Yir self absorbed" I burst oot laughing when that one was thrown at me. "This is for your own Vanity " I'm trying to make this easier for many, which I have. This is a total must happen. It's for my deid dad,millions worldwide, and it's for better healthcare, for future COBers, too. What I have been through has to be used. If I didn't I'd never forgive myself. Ever. My heid is sore, mashed, crashed. AGAIN! @KeithCa41469726

weight control I used to be 15st 4lb ish. I am now 11st 6lbs. When first dx being a teletubby wasn't a big hassle, for me. Now, my falling about if I did  drink. I don't drink, per se, but momentum  would be a problem if I was big.  I don't miss it, Booze that is, So much so, It can kiss it. I may have fell in love wae espresso, though. My love is pain killing effect. My wife said last night "it's in your heid" "Naw it isnae" The effect is immediate. The drug, Gabapentin, is dished out to MSers. It turns you into a Zombie. Eventually.  My knowledge is from observations of users. Combined wae magnesium 450mg, espresso is the future you!! @KeithCa41469726

Ma days are REPEAT/RAVE/SLEEP similar, test, learn,  from the change. The point I'm entrusting, are tried and tested. 1.If you drink espresso, with pk, yir pain levels will drop , more than th pk alone. 2. if you then take Magnesium Complex leg pain will then die. 3. If you do B12 6k lozenges then fatigue will be pretty much gone. 4.If you bought  hemp oil rather than CBD off Amazon, you'd save a forťune.  5. If you took a B complex bits, numb areas would recover. 5. if you stay away fae white sugar(mainly)spasms, are no more. Less violent at least. The expense is perhaps an issue, but I can't do anything about that bit. @KeithCa41469726

False Confessions.  sometimes using a false wrong, will equal a true right. It is evident that this COB/MS reaky pish, has had millions of 22episode, series.  it wld take ages to do dl them all!!😆 It had the same plòt but a wee bit different each episode. it quickly became boring. Bit like Corrie. Being able to say , for bloody sure, while using the medical books, what happened to me, which will be used for other crazy kids ,reversing their impact. using TKMS. That gives me a pleasing fluffy feeling inside. I've got goosebumps, at the thought. WOC:: WheelslofCommerce 2M/ Us 0 Hoist flag saying CONTROLLED, pleb. "NAW" we'll come back at you! WAE BIG LETTERS AND HEARTS. I'LL STICK WAE THE "TRUTH" 17 .5FT FLAG, TWEED BOY. @KEITHCA41469726 

Wit does he mean? Mans an arsewipe. Let me suffer in peace. Bet he knows nowt. Mans fookin finesse is impressive though. I invite the post mortem people to remove all BM, from a cadaver, whom had MS, to then feel inside the cadavers skull for the several friction points, at Occipital Bone|Magnum. I then ask same people's to go through that BM , to find flattened Thalamus and Hypothalamus. I then need yies to reread thesis 2 and help me repair many. Salt and vinegar, oan yir chips, Sir? @KeithCa41469726

I haven't a Scooby  how to start. I have so much to say. So much to remember. So small aa brain cache. I'm separating my brain cycles. I've joost whacked up my techno. See if that worsens or improves it. If worse,or pisher, then alter the style to your tastes.Note and learn that sound can be a tool for you. Be it Perry Como or classical. Techno wld win hands btw. You, after a time of different styles, tou will learn "that gobshite wiz right" COBers , simply have yo learn like their days depend on it. "Ohhh" German hardtechno truly is brilliant... I love it. Like one of my kids. (This is that sensory confusion thing.(thalamus blog),or related to it at least. Ie flood the auditory senses,enables me to gain some kinda brain fog clearer!!!) …..A big bass speaker moving that fog. Ah dunno. I dont even care the why  but it works for me. I reckon volume increases the speed of the fan effect,too. Gie it a go. ...

An individual, really young, has either fallen as a wean, or acted the goat when mobile to then... COLLAPSE THEIR OCCIPITAL BONE(COB) , which is from back of heid to neck. It's, all about the angled momentum. Occipital Bone Us, at the expansion seam(midpoint of Occipital Bone) . "external occipital crest" has opened up which allowed BM to fall down when I stood up. I can say with certainty, that you are  all the same. That, certainty, is down to human beings bones, being the same. (You should check out, the woman 2:1man,reason I've blogged)  When BM fell, this then caused Thalamus and Hypothalamus, to be squeezed, lessening the flow of them. I actually experienced two water balloons, one big, then one small, squirting, when I stood up. This was they blatantly, ludicrously obvious, pair, FROM THE PROVEN MEDICAL LITERATURE.... Oaf:Obvious as fuck I suggest you all search Thalamus and Hypothalamus, functions.😳 The damage then heals, leaving friction points. This, due to...

When COB:COLLAPSED OCCIPITAL BONE, which was once known as MS, is realised as the shambolic risky, hopeless, desperate, untreated, mmmmess(lol), it is? We can then deal, with refilling Thalamus and Hypothalamus, with their blood, using TKMS.  This would equate to the cerebellum unable to rub your individualistic, healed up friction points, from childhood. Now, we need to do this filling cumulatively, of that I'm sure. See, Hypothalamus from a search is, a 7g shortarse.  Small, but in charge of loads of stuff. Delicate. Easily damaged, even I can't even pour, some sawdust on it. 😒😏😑👨‍🔧 My part in this..... extravaganza. Is to voice, the ability to repair us, using learned knowledge and  skills. Then, show any that care to know, how the centrifugal methodology works, to repair millions of MSers, using TKMS. There is risk, but its controllable. A damn sight lower risk than cutting you HSCT style, btw. That is then, about, hope....

I've done the editing, needed, on my notes about repairing MS:MANUFACTURED SHITE. IT IS NOW UPTO FATE, TO CAST THE FORETOLD DAY. I'm quite happy, now, I've shared this incase something were to happen to me, be it, an accident or my Thalamus furring up, again. Https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ulzt3w1m8qCD61d39daOYZyfGTc5hRpI6RWUbzurvI0 CD61d39daOYZyfGTc5hRpI6RWUbzurvI0/edit?usp=drivesdk @KeithCa41469726 

Thanks for the likes. Yesterday, 6:50 PM You deserve the like! Great information you're putting out there. Talk more with you soon. 1:37 PM Cheers, dude. This bar steward has shaped me. I will end it. Nada/fuck all/job done. CLOSURE!